my first writing to write.

I'm at barnes and noble. If that is even how it's spelled. But today I was on the bus and I was looking at the sky and it made me really think.. well I think about it a lot. But, basically I was wondering how the universe could just go on forever?? Where does forever go? Its so complex. I feel like it should go somewhere.. its overwhelming. I don't think I could ever go to space because first of all I can't be strapped down in that seat on the shuttle thing, and second being in such a massive place where I would be surrounded by no oxygen.suffocation of any sort is absolutely terrifying in my opinion... its almost valentines day and I hate the feeling around valentines day. Its a combination of feelings. In different situations...despair/painful curiosity/worry/excitement. What a terrible holiday -.-. My butt hurts from sitting on the floor updating this. So I'm going to go.